its today .
30th of may.
why must it happen ?
why did u have to go ?
today would have been ur birthday my dear , but why did u leave us like this ?
why must u leave me like these ?!
& yah , the worst thing is that , this is not the only sad thing happening today .
boy , when u said ily and imy , did u trully mean it ?
when u said u only wanna be wth me , was it for real ?
&& when u say , u need me to complete ur heart , was ur heart already filled with feelings of hatred towards me ?
tell me boy .
even when u said that im nice , did u really mean when u said its because u love me , i forgive u , im ur love one , im good to u and i praise you ?
do u know that all these while , i thought u were really into me , yet i was blind .
behind all those sweet words , u were actually waiting to say this to me " er , yah , im done with u."
its barely matters when u said that , but it matters alot when u say today ..
on the day when my family SHOULD be happy together , celebrating a very important family members birthday together .
but yet , what the heck do you care right ?!
do you knw that when u said that , it made me feel as if i was being used , ohh yah , and now , im feeling like arvind when he was angry with that mother fucking bitch !
ohh yah , what do u care ?!
u dont even care bout girl's feelings, ohh yah , u dont even know girls feelings .
thats right , or were u just fooling around ?
if thats what u were doing , ur really just a MFB jerk .
all these while , i thought u were the one.
the one i could live with , depend on and help me over come my anger management .
6 months .
we were given a time limit of 6 months to be close to each other but yet just friends , luckily i didnt see all these in u after the period ended.
from now on , i will never believe in love starting on Valentines Day.
the only thing i will believe on that day is that that's the day my brother got married and that is also his birthday .
thanx so much MHBMA .