look, im really trying to forget bout the past.
but why are you treating me like im a piece of trash?!
you know i dont do it anymore, but why are you saying like im still continueing to do it?!
you dont understand what im going through do you?!
seriously, all that has happen since last year, its all in the past!
dont haunt me with all this thing which i regret is no more!
please lah, you treating me like im the wall you can talk vulgar words to is more than enough that i can cope with!
being with you, was already a regret, telling you secrets, was too a regret.
but you dont seem to differeanciate between secrets that was meant for you to know and forget and secrets that is just a normal one!
you have made me suffer a lot.
but now, you have gone way too far ahead from what i thought you would.
but why?
are you trying to put revenge on me, or are you trying to make me realise that i must change to a better person?
ohh yah, of course you would pick the first one, you wont think to the extend and even care about my feelings!
but i tell you what, i will to the second one, to change.
but with your harsh words and actions, i dont think i can do it.
im just sure i cant.


NISA!
relax babe, dun cry, dun be sad.
you know that its just a test for you, to show how strong you can be.
i know you can live without him as a boyfriend but only as a friend.
so yah, do it.
dont let the past haunt you, like what im going through.
dont be like me, still thinking about the past when everyone is already thinking about the future.
you have not done much, not like me.
the past is stil haunting me and im not sure whether i can forget about it.
so babe, think about something else, focus on your studies or smth
but dont regret what has happen.
(: