Okay, now i feel like posting. Cause a lot happened today. So like, in the morning, breakfast a little then went to Limbang. Waited for Nadiah and bought breakfast for myself. Then we walked to Yew Tee Point cause nads wanted to eat BK. Then bus-ed to Lot 1. Walked around Cotton On then to Aries and to Library. Saw Cindy and Hui Kea. damn the library! okay, that part, later can talk. so did project yada3. ohh, and saw zack at macs. -.-, dye and tindik liao. we stayed in the library for like 1h i think. then this one freaking dude came to me and nads. -.-, lets call him, paramjit. haha :D sorry, its just that he looks like him. then, he started asking for my number while that freaking ZAHIER!!! hid behind the wall. then he asked for nads one too so i typed it in for her lah. yada3. left library and walked around lot 1 then out of lot 1 cause we walked to talk to Nisa. HAHA :D nisa nisa, kesian kau nisa.. nvm, next wed kay? (: yada3.. Zahier texted nads.. bla3.. go die, GO DIE! then bought hair band and flip flops and mini toons. damn that chinese auntie who told mine lahh! -.- trained and bused home. bused cause i really wanted to chill. otw home, texted amira cousin. she is AWESOME! now, yah, blogging. sorry if its been boring.


Fuck this life! Cause i know, each night when i cry, there wont be anyone who realises it. When i speak, it just sounds to them life a pin drop. But what would happen if someday, I'm gone? Would they still react this way, or would their lifes be much better? Deep inside, i know, all those encouraging words, lovey-dovey words, hugs and kisses and not to forget jokes, are just plain old lies, fake and acting. Dad, would my life be better if you're still here?


-SyahirahKamaruizaman.