crying is either good or bad.
i have no idea which is the answer.
oh god, why must i cry everyday?
i just miss you too much.
i really2 miss you..
its been ages since i heard you, i saw you, and touch you..
i rmmbr you treating me specially..
i know you love me, cause i love you too.
my heart wont let you go..
i regret not being by your side at that point of time..
i regret not being very close to you before..
but now, whats the point of regretting?
yang pergi takkan kembali lagi.
dirimu takkan ku temui lagi..
ku merinduimu, ayah.


i've been really2 sensitive this week, thus, i cry a lot.
i keep on thinking that im unwanted, irritating and not useful at all.
i keep thinking that no one wants me..
no one cares bout me..
no one wants to be my friends..
friends, im sorry, but i really dont know why im having that thought in mind..
i know you're trying your best to be nice with me, but idk why it kindda seems like idc anymore.
im sorry friends..
gosh, i sound like loser.
well, you've gotta be a loser before even being a winner.
if not, its just beginners luck.


i know youre in a better place yeah, but i wish i could see your face oh, i know youre where you need to be, eventhough its not here with me

its almost 7 years, 7 years without you. and i miss you.

-SyahirahKamaruizaman
i dont even feel excited for saturday.