hello! okay, as ca be seen, this is like my 2nd post for the day. erm, for now, its about what nisa say on her blog about me. omg, i sound like we are still fighting! lols.


yeaps yeaps. betul. experience ah kite. lols. haizzz. tapi aku ni pun selenge lah senang kate. dah tahu aku tngh geram, tak tau nak delete msg2 die. ade lagi aku terbace-bace. dumb dumb! tapi bile aku baru2 ni bace lagi, aku baru dapat tau yg betul, die somehow heartless. ehy, he even said to me once, "dah lahh.rbk ah u!" ape tak aku geram. aku reply, "ehy..! baru sikit2 dah nak melenting per?" haha! see, i can be fierce. lols. so yah, back to the point. erm, mcm bende2 yg die cakap, i thought it would be like comforting or like sweet or senang kate, nice lah kan. tapi in the end reply bende simple. to make it sweet pun add bby jer kat belakang. tu pun aku cair! kau tngk! bodoh kan! but somehow, its not that wrong to melt cause somebody called u bby lahh. unless his 22 and FAT! haha! opps, sorry2. :) crap again kan aku, TNGK! ahh, part kene cari tu, aku susah sikit. bile aku suruh Faris cari, tak gune. dah lepaskan aku ngan org die kenalkan rapat, BARULAH die nak cakap kawan die tu ASS. -.-, faris faris.. erm, then like, if i wanna find, where? how? aku tak de tagged. aku tak rase pun aku nak buat tagged. :) no offence. erm, them like almost every where i go, semue dah bercouple-couple. i dont really get to know ppl as easily as you do babe. somehow, mcm budak baik ahh ehy. haha! macam betul jer.. go with the flow? hmm.. half paham, half tak paham. boleh tolong jelaskan or tunjukkan on monday? u still have to talk to me you know. rmmbr? haha! last paragraph, insyaallah babe. tapi macam nadiah kate, i look happier if i text with guys. amcm? tapi in the end, bad results jugak lah kan. haizzz... and yah, sayang kamu too! :)) thanx for like listening to me babe. erm, kau jer sorang selain aku dgn die yg tahu pasal ape die cakap. i think. unless he tells his gf lahh, which cannot be... kan mataer die nak jage die "baek2" BLUEK! kene tipu lahh lu! that guy said he texting a friend, girl. ahh, senang2 jer the girl kasi die bebual ngan aku. in the end, tak reply. bagus ahh tu. tengok tengok..



guys, frankly, im like having mood swing. but it doesnt really go up and down that much.. mostly down. only when i make a fool of myself when talking to nisa and sabrina cousin, then im kindda happy. if not, i've been quiet. just repeating the song Bila Rindu and listening to it. until like mum asked me to remove the earpiece. haizzz.. sorry mum. im like spoiling your anniversary. not only your alone, you have a daugther who's currently moody. happy anniversary mum. i love you! <3

aww, mum showed me her wedding album moments ago.. haizzz. :( ayah, i miss you.

boy, i cant deny that i like you. thats why its hard for me to forget about you. but in the afternoon, the way you texted me, it made me feel like 2 days ago. why? you know you cant do that anymore. like you said to her, your just texting a friend. and hey, i really dont know whether i can still cherish your words. that you still like me. do you? i cant cry you know?! idk why. maybe cause i learned, from all my friends that its worthless! worthless to cry for somebody who doesnt know im crying! but hey, doesnt mean i dont cry, im not sad. i am. i try veryvery hard to keep it in me. i only showed part of how i feel to my family. not all yet. should i show it to you tmrw night? ohh, maybe you wont even realize it! cause you'll be busy otp with her. right? instead of like "waiting" for me, you'd just head up stairs and leave. easy right for you to say bye bye? -.-



-SyahirahKamaruizaman. (moody girl)